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little ashes
02:54
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Do you notice, little silence, all I cherished over you?
And I never breathed a word of little silence, holding you.
I am over you.
Was it once left unspoken, how I felt about you?
I thought you saw it, because I saw it reflected in you.
In your eyes too.
I am over you.
So for this silence, little silence, with a word I breathe to you.
While you lie here close beside me, I am sad to be over you.
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city of glass
03:43
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i know i meant alot to you,
even though we've never met before .. my friend.
i'm holding all of this on you.
you found me here and i'm not letting go,
you found me here and i'm all alone.
listen to me
i'm walking round and i see you,
spell out the words of something i don't know but its,
making sense of haunting truths.
now you've disappeared i know that you're still there somewhere..
i run myself into the ground.
listen to me.
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with my eyes closed
03:13
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I don't know if you wait for it to happen.
I am holding my breath almost always.
and I never seem to get an answer.
With my eyes closed you shall disappear.
Never look back. Never look back until it's time to look back.
You never look back, you're holding me don't look back.. until it's time.
We are one and the same I can't ignore you.
I open my eyes and you reappear.
You keep yourself so close yet so far away.
You are holding unto a thread that's broken.
Never look back. Never look back until it's time to look back.
You never look back, you're holding me, don't look back.. until it's time.
You never look back. You're holding me, don't look back.
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mon peu rimbaud
03:48
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I saw the world as a playground for our ambition.
I saw the faces fall with our impulse actions.
When we met, we connected like there was no-one else like us.
It was us, who clung so close, so ardently.
Oh intensity, I know it was too much for us too handle.
We became a soul surrounded with nowhere left to go.
Hold me close... we tightened our grip in all the wrong places, but we clung, so consumed in our absurdity.
I may grow tired, I may grow tired of all this dissension.
We have lost, this is a dead end waiting with no course left to follow.
We are torn... we are torn in love and in hate of each other but
i'm scared... I'm scared i can't be without you yet.
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moment of recognition
04:15
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It's there in front of me (too late)
You sit before me (don't wait)
and I've just noticed too late, this moment waiting to happen.
It sends shivers through me.
I recognise this from before and before that, this moment.
It's repeating, to me.
And I swore I told myself not to get involved like this ever.
But it's repeating with you.
This moment waiting to happen.
I can't let this happen again.
I've fooled myself in this moment.
It sends shivers through me.
It's repeating, with you.
This time, with you.
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the let go
03:32
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The moment that you arrive to me,
The moment that you decide to let go
of the moment I couldn't tell was about to happen.
The moment I couldn't stop... the let go.
Let it go. Let him go home.
I will just stand here and watch you.
I will just stand here as you talk away.
I will not stop breathing as I close my eyes.
I will just fall backwards... the let go.
Let it go. Let him go home.
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save for me
02:19
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Save for me tonight, a space where you are sleeping.
Curled up close and tight to you, there's no point in keeping alone until it's bright.
I am certain, tonight, I'll be with you.
Only tonight.
And early I'll be gone with the break of dawn.
Just when you are waking, before your eyes open and all of this seems wrong.
I fear that moment, tonight I am certain,
Tonight I'll be with you, and tonight I'll think about only tonight.
You said it in a whisper. You said it straight out right.
And now I know you differ from the rest and now I know I'm right.
So maybe I'll stay later.
I am certain, tonight, I'll think about only tonight.
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the moon & sixpence
04:27
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I remember your subtle tender hold on me.
Your scent, the touches and the way you curled up close to me.
Oh this is everlasting. This is never ending. Don't you see?
And there is no more past and there is only what you breathe, don't you see?
So calm yourself and keep your dark intentions to yourself.
It may be boredom or a simple notion to keep me in believe.
Oh this is everlasting. This is never ending. Don't you see?
And there is no more past and there is only what you breathe, don't you see?
Something else, little known. It's something else... and how little you know.
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dead ends
05:40
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I am waiting for the moment to arrive when I fall asleep and it's over,
and I find myself somewhere you aren't around. I have this to myself, and it's over.
Sometimes you find me out where you don't belong, but I bring you here because I can't
get rid of you from my mind but I will try to make myself, because it's over.
I will keep to mind and grow into my heart.
Then I will see I'm right and fall into my heart.
I still wait to hear you call me in the night. Your manic thoughts in swing? .. well they're over.
I've exhausted myself and I've reached the end, the end of dead ends.... it's over.
I will keep to mind and fall into my heart.
Then I will see I'm right and grow into my heart.
Then I will take the time to know that I am hurt.
So I can make the time to mend so I am not.
So don't go away...you don't know what you're leaving. Don't go away, you're leaving me behind.
They'll all say your stupid interventions are falling prey to your breaking mind.
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just this once
03:45
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I just want you to know that I hope I will see again before,
my mind explodes with the thought it knows,
As the truth that you will not be around very long, but can I be wrong?
Hesitate, our paths cross not very far but this space tears me from where you are.
So close these eyes and listen to how you feel,
and I will wait and hope that the allusion is real, can I be wrong?
Just this once, can I be wrong?
I'll just sleep to rest this reckless head. Lost in thought, I'll wake with a clean slate instead,
To clear this nonsense from my mind I maybe care
too much but I'm holding out for you there beside me.
Can I be right ... just this once?
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epilog.
01:59
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Once upon a time,
I knew someone who reached out,
stretched arms over, guiding me, quietly.
When you came along,
I knew that you were someone who
stretched arms over, guiding me, silently.
quietly, silently, i'll still think of you.
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Heliopause Belfast
Derived from folk and singer/songwriter acoustic styles, the music of Heliopause has developed into the realms of subtle pop, creating epic soundscapes with elements of electronic backing tracks, soaring ethereal vocals, guitars and catchy melodies.
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